LA SCRITTRICE... SEI TU
Poesie di... Amanda Nebiolo
Dionysiakòs - Estruendos de silencio - Brother
Obsérvame,
mientras te siento dar vueltas entre pensamientos impuros
que no podría confesar jamás.
Compréndeme,
si en el silencio afloran mis sentidos
y en la boca sublima tu sabor.
Absuélveme,
cuando en la nada se pierden los pensamientos
y tu cuerpo recrea mi placer.
Poesia vincitrice del Premio Internazionale "Poeti di Andalusia 2006"
"In nomine Patris et Filii et Spiritus Sancti"
y aquì estoy de nuevo frente al espejo de otro dìa que me espera
màs allà de una puerta sòlida.
"Manda, Deus, virtuti tuae; confirma, confirma hoc Domine, quod operatus es in nobis"
Mientras en el vacìo, confundida en el sueno de siempre que ahora no sè recordar,
distante como tus labios, que desde entonces me roban amor.
Estoy lista.
Sujetos confeccionados en papeles decidos por hechos concretos,
por camisas verdes y bragas de promesas,
entre mis fantasmas suspendidos y tus deberes sin tiempo.
En vez, por una vez todavia disimulo,
fingiendo volar con alas ya quebradas a una vida que no siento màs mia,
gritando sin paz el deseo de espacio entre vuestros ojos que no saben mirar,
entre tus cabellos que apretè con mis manos, amàndote,
cuando de ti no quedaba un recuerdo,
pero tù eras el cuerpo de quien era el èxtasis
y sobre quien resbalaba impalpabile mi deseo de dar placet.
Entre nosotros, estruendos de silencio y de regresos.
From something great I was away.
'I wish I could be a seagull and spreading my wings I could reach you…’
From a great affection.
'Even if distant you soak my heart…’
There were things I didn’t talk to you about
And those conversations never took place or were left undone.
'There are things, brother, I didn’t say to you.'
About how I loved to see you coming back
And to know you were happy being yourself.
I wanted to help you jumping that fence you didn’t even see
And together learn to fly,
While you were watching me managing my life
In that way you then blamed.
I should have told you who I was
And all that I felt when I had to leave,
But you just stood there watching me
With eyes of someone who doesn’t want to see anymore.
I wish I could be a seagull and spreading my wings I could reach you
To bring you the scent of grass
And the Sun that warms the earth, away from there.
I wish I could show you the power that blooms in a flower
And be amazed at the colours,
To make you understand
That even if distant you soak my heart.
Shall you rejoice everything, brother,
And live as you wish.
And shall I always be sure you are peaceful
And believe you are by my side, although you are not there.
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